Bottom Bitch Rises Page 18

  “Ok! Take the gun off my baby. What do you want?”

  “What I want? I see I missed when I shot you. So here we are again.”

  “I understand that you are upset. Please take the gun off my baby,” I pleaded while tears rolled down my face.

  “I don’t give a fuck about you pleading. You came into my life and wreaked my marriage. You didn’t care then so why the fuck you think I give a fuck about you or this little monkey?”

  “Listen, I’ll walk away you can have Alijah. I’ll leave him alone.”

  “Ha ha, you one funny bitch. You thought it was a game. I never know what he saw in a poor ass bitch like you. Look at yo’ ass. You look like a cheap hoe on a cold night.”

  I stood there ignoring everything that the deranged hoe was saying. My mind was set on getting my son out of her arms.

  “You thought you were going to have him for you and this little bastard. Surprise! You thought wrong bitch. Alijah belongs to me, ‘til death do us part. You get that.” She yelled. “He was my man, you had no right to weasel yourself into our lives. He was mine” She started to cry.

  “Please, I am begging you, put my baby down.” I pleaded to her.

  The situation was definitely getting out of hand. This was any mother’s worst nightmare. I whispered a prayer to God and leaped toward that bitch. I was going to get my baby.

  POP! POP! POP! POP! Shots fired off into my direction.

  I didn’t shoot back in fear of hitting my son. I fell right by his crib. I was trying to take a quick glance at my baby’s face one last time.

  “See bitch, I told you to leave us alone and you didn’t listen.”

  Moments later, I heard footsteps, lots of them running up the stairs.

  “Sierra, can you hear me? Oh my God! Get the ambulance here right now.” Jeanette yelled.

  “Baby hold on, please I can’t lose you. Azir needs you.” She pleaded.

  I knew I was dying; I wanted to hold my baby for one last time. Just one last time.

  “Baby please hold on. Help is on the way. I love you,” She cried as she hugged my bullet riddled body.

  “Please take care of my baby. Please let him know that I love him.”

  “You will be here to tell him yourself. Don’t you talk like that. You hear me?” She hugged my bloody body.

  I squeezed her hand as I dozed off; I knew this was my last time seeing the woman that gave me life. The breath was leaving my body and I was going home to grandma. I closed my eyes and breathed in deeply. My level of consciousness diminished and my body started to shiver. I started to breathe rapidly as the pain became unbearable. I wasn’t ready to go; I was feeling scared and lonely. I wanted Alijah and my son by my side.

  “The ambulance is here. Let’s go people; we need to get her to the hospital.”

  “Oh, somebody done done me wrong (Done me wrong). My eyes to the ceiling all night long (All night long) Time is slippin' away from me (Away from me) And it ain't no tellin' when I get home I gotta get home, yeah.” K-Ci & JoJo lyrics played in my mind.

  “Come on sugar, grandmamma is here. You are safe now,” She said as I collapsed in her arms.

  Shayna Jackson

  I thought I had everything under control after I got the money. I just needed to wait until she came home then I would kill her and leave. The plan changed, she popped up on me and when she did she already knew who I was. So I see she was smarter than I thought.

  People might think I was a fool because I was fighting for a man that doesn’t even want me, but we weren’t always like that. We had a bond; we said till death do us part. I was supposed to be his everything, but he let an underprivileged bitch came between us. I wasn’t fighting over him; I was fighting to get my respect. If I let that one bitch come in and fuck my marriage up that will only open the door for all the other man snatchers to think they can.

  That hoe had the audacity to pull a gun on me. I had to show her that I wouldn’t think twice about blowing that little monkey brains out. She was no match for me. I didn’t care that he was young; the sin of the mother carries over to him. Her ass realized fast that I was dead ass serious. The big bad Sierra vanished and the little poor bitch that I knew she was appeared begging me not to hurt her baby.

  I already knew I was going to kill her so when she leapt at me, I pulled the trigger and lit that black ass up while I held her son in the other hand. I was getting ready to put one in her brain, but I needed to get out of there. I grabbed the boy and ran down the stairs. I stopped in my tracks when I heard the front door breaking down. I knew right then it was the police, but who called them?

  I thought I had it all figured out until the feds burst in the room and demanded me to put the gun down. I had no idea they knew where I was. I left the microphone at home and I told them I was ill. I thought I was slick, but I guess they’ve never trusted me. I see they were playing me just like I thought I was playing them. I had no intentions to go to jail. I was not made for that instead I made the decision to end it all. I held Azir close to me then I lunged forward shooting at Agent Rozzario. She returned fire; surprisingly I was only shot in the shoulder. She ran over to me and snatched the little bastard out of my arm. The room flooded with agents.

  A few of them rushed me up against the wall.

  “Shayna Jackson you are under arrest. You have the right to remain silent, anything you say can and will be used against you in a court of law. You have the right to an attorney and if you cannot afford an attorney, one will be appointed to represent you. You can choose to exercise these rights at any time,” Agent Rozzario read me my rights as she cuffed me.

  “Bitch you should’ve killed me.” I looked her in the eyes.

  “No, that’d be too easy. I will make sure you rot in prison for the rest of your life.”

  “Fuck you bitch. I won’t do a single day. You need me to testify against Alijah,” I spat.

  “I’m sorry to inform you, Mr. Jackson was killed this morning and I don’t need you for a damn thing.”

  That was the second worst news that I heard in my life. The first was the death of my daddy. I wonder if that bitch was bluffing, but then again what if she wasn’t. That would mean that I would be convicted of murder. Oh well at least I knew Alijah and his hoe would never see another day. I couldn’t help but burst out laughing as they led me out of the house.

  I saw the news station and all the neighbors crowded around. I hope I still looked damn good for my role. I pushed out my chest and held my head high. I was the HEAD BITCH IN CHARGE!!!!

  THE END